I guess you can never really equate how much of an insecure little brat I am. Envy, rotten to the bones, is a dangerous disease and one infection invites a multitude of other infections. How do you cure something so deep? It's like as if I have cancer and even chemotherapy or some random vegan juice won't help.
And this is all I am. A skeleton of envy. Purple withe rage. And trying so hard to be un-suicidal.