This is very sad. :( But most of the time, acceptance is the solution to all pain.
I've come to accept that what we had, if I can call it that, will never have an ending. It's always a comma. And I believe it'll stay like that forever.
Why do I think there's a dead man in the luggage?
I want to bury him in oblivion. Sometimes emotions get too strangled up that it's either i disappear, or he disappears.